I was sitting in the living room,and Dyllan (2yo) fell asleep next to me on the couch. Well, my brother and his friends (remember they are all 14 or younger) came in, and preceded to light up a joint, right here in the kitchen.. I said, um, no, dyllan is sleeping right here, please go outside or in your room. (maybe not that nicely, but you get the point)
Well, my brother, being the dipshit that he is, decided to act cool in front of his girlfriends (3 boys and 2 girls were in the kitchen, not counting my brother) and started talking shit, saying stuff like it's his house, he was living here first, blah blah blah.
So I told him " Yeah I understand that, but we are only here for a few more days, I think you can hold out until then to smoke in the house (for those of you that don't know, dyllan has all kinds of health problems, one of them being severe asthma since the age of 9months, has used an enhaler since) . Well he said " That's bullshit, this is my house, and maybe you guys should go outside instead of putting me out, Dyllan isn't even sick, you guys just say that shit, and I NEVER hear him cough so your a lying bitch, and you and your kids need to move" So, I said " Yeah well I'm not lying, and if you think we are, I'll give you the bills for all of Dyllan's enhalers (I've had to buy 3 since June at $65 a pop)So then he started saying that my kids are "fucking nigger ass beaners" and that they are stupid.
He hurt me sooo bad, and I don't even think he understands WHAT he said, and why it hurt me so bad. I just walked away, and started crying =-(
I don't know what to do! I try telling my mom, and she just brushes it off... I can't stop crying!
I am NOT lying! I wish I was. noone in my family understands what it's like not being able to take my kids to the park all the time, because your afraid that Dyllan is going to get another infection. Noone understands that I can't just go anywhere, and do anything, because I don't know if someone is going to be smoking, and Dyllan will have an asthma attack.
FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE
Just a little while longer and you will be away from him. He is a punk and needs to be put in his place. He is a bit young to be smoking to begin with but then to be smoking pot. If he gets caught guess what...so does she.
ReplyDeleteHugs! I know what you are going with the asthma and such. My 4 yr old son has sever asthma too. No fun.....like you said your living situation is only temporary. And I agree with the previous comment, 14 is too young to be smoking, let alone smoking pot!
ReplyDeleteAwww, hun I'm sorry you're hurting! You know things will get better you just have to stay strong for your son. Although my children doesn't have asthma I know how severe it can get. Your brother on the other hand is immature just ignore him :-)
ReplyDeleteWow, 14 and younger and your mom let's them smoke (esp a joint) in her home?
ReplyDeleteI would get out FAST before you get arrested for letting underage kids smoke.
Thanks for the comments! It means a lot that at least 4 people care =-) Me and my family have been moved out since July 14th. And let me tell you, it is AMAZING! I no longer care about what is going on in that house, under her roof. I just know that me and my kids are living a better life..
ReplyDeleteThank you all for the support. It truly does mean a lot, that even perfect strangers care.